the talk

well last night i kinda freaked out a little bit, i have had a lot of emotions to deal with not only with the jon thing no no he so nicely added that when i didn't really need it, my aunt is doing really bad and just some other things that no one really needs to know about. well anyways i went to work yesterday feeling really down which i hate, i am a happy person and i hate when i can't be or feel happy...although dillion tried as hard as he could to make my day a work better :) thanks buddy, anywho yeah so i came over to my dads house because i was feeling down and really wanted to talk to my soon to be sister-in-law! i knew her before anyone did muhahaha five years baby! well becky is super awesome i love her, we were friends when i went to washington the first time and when she came down she is just wonderful i want to have what her and my brother steven have.. such love they share i wish i could have that one day! :) i will come my day will come. anways i talked with her today it was great we talked for a good couple hours and had a great time :) she helped me see a lot of things that i kinda already knew but she just told me i was right? lol anyways it was really good i am getting over jon the more i think about him the more i don't want to be with him ever again.. which is the point although i still want to be his friend.. but you know some times people have so many friends they can just throw them away right? any who yes i know i will find my prince... :) who will love me for me and will give me back what i gave him with out even thinking about it yup yup.. i know i am such a girl sometimes :) hehehe well enough with this i am going to go watch kill bill vol 2 woot woot saw the frist one.. haha i really liked it? Weird huh? aw well until next time :)