last day of WORK!!!....at one of my many jobs :(

Today was filled with joy and sadness at the same time... *wimpier* buttt!! from where i left off last.....humm wellll i need to develop my film so i can get photos up... sucks i don't have a digital yet... i want it sooo bad!!! i worked my booty off yesterday. 9-12 with the little kiddies, it was fun but all we had was boys all day!!!! talk about loud but i took a few photos of them ( my fav. ones :) ) then i went to a friends house.. and had a really good time hanging out.. then i went to my other job from 3-7 bleh.. not great ( o yes and i worked at tokay from 7-2 wed, thurs) talk about a headache but all in all a pretty good week, last night i went out with a few friends to startbucks... lets just say every 9th grader in lodi was there.. i was going to shoot um!!!! so we left there and drove around it was pretty fun though i even might go to some shows soon!!! pretty cool bc i like these bands and it would be cool to see the live... then today my last day of work and the always fun Blasting Blenders.... a wonderful place.. i spent one year of my life at... *sniff sniff* it was pretty cool... i could tell dillion really is going to miss working with me, we have so many jokes bc like i said before we always get the crazys on sunday hahaha aw i am going to miss him.. as well as elenor and chardra!! AND MISTY!!! ahhaha maybe ken... haha jk but it was super awesome to work there and i will be back!!!! on a better note!! i am headed off to Santa Barbara in like a week!!! waahoooooooo oooo yeah babbbbyy!!! i am going to have so much fun fun fun!! can't wait!! but yes... well dillion and i hung out way past the working hours and he got me a lot of games!!!!! like soo old school.. my childhood!!! hahaha so i'll be up into the AM hours playing them!!! woot woot!!! LATER

Whisper it once, just a little bit c'mon whisper it twice

I'm in envy of addicts, you're obsessed with stars dont, dont you go sounding so excited youre showing me your vanityWhisper it once, just a little bit c'mon whisper it twice, i cant stand to see the spotlight shine one more night itsKilling me to see you[chorus]Just tie the rope and kick the chair leave me hanging there, gasping for air yeah dont mindMe three feet from the ceiling and i think i know (whoah oh oh) why you never get to close its cause youre too scared toWhen im with you theres no point in breathing youd rather watch me drown, then see your hands get wet you took the plot fromStage to screen and turned it to an epic scene so whisper it once, tell me again cmon whisper it twice, i cant stand to seeMy whole life flah before my eyes when im with you theres no point in breathing no point in breathing[chorus]So so you runAway for no apparent reason cause you and i are changing with the seasons dont give me an answer as to why youre leaving theTables are full but nobodys been dealing so fold your hand, cmon and fold your hand[chorus]
 
Well the last two days have been pretty normal... had a b-day dinner for my sister on monday... got her a $38 purse!! ahh i hate spending money! lol got some more info on brooks.. so thats always a good thing to hear!!! i am super excited!!! working hard...but i like making the MONEY!!!!!  got some pretty funny photos today.. they will soon hopefully be up.. other then that not much happened in the lovely life of whitney... same ol same ol.... BUT! give me a holla if u wanna chill :P  Laaaterr

Ill tap the break while you crack the window

AWESOME SONG!!! (thanks elenlor!!)  super cool song.. i think i just like the way it sounds! but here is is... DOWNLOAD IT!!!!
Tune Out Lyrics
by The Format:
Its your bed, so please choose a side ill take the one closest to the door and you start to speak the words that try to Justify do far more wrong then anything you do so grab the coat, the keys, the tension speaks but we're singing it[chorus]Ill tap the break while you crack the window the smell of smoke is making my lungs explode the 51 is backed up and too slowLets tune out by turning on the radio and this town is dead we've been caught in these sheets way too long lets just see whosUp on this screen no one i know is more depressing then me or should i say the two of us cause after all we're all weve gotAnd tension speaks but we're singing it[chorus]And oh my love youre all i need backed behind a frequency they played thisSong an hour ago lets tune out by turning on the radio haven't we heard this song about a thousand times before oh well afterAwhile it all sounds the same i guess its better then silence and better then shame[chorus]

AH... well lets see.. my day started off with me not wanting to wake up.. lol i had such a weird dream.. ah well went to church, then i was off to a normal day at work... though i thought!! DUN DUN DUNNNN haha Dillon was there! woo hoo so i knew it would be a pretty fun day, (Dillon and i always get the crazy smoothie freaks that come in on sunday) last week it was crazy wheatgrass/windex man.. O LORD!!! stupid poo head!! hahah anywho he came in again today lol we hide all the cleaning products haha then i was over hearing Dillion's covno... and got myself in to something i was kinda not sure about! but ended up being ok *cross fingers* i loaned him so money for a cool car he bought today from a really cool guy! i always meet new cool people with Dillon.. this guy is selling all his stuff to go down south (San Diego) and maybe go to college there he has some balls and for that i give him respect! then after getting gas..we were off to target.. which was ok i had to get some things then i said good bye to Dillon.. and was off to what i thought was going to be a pretty relaxing night.. BUT NO!! my parents came home.. bleh.. they really piss me off i swear they don't want me to do well EVER!! they just want more reason to bitch at me!! ah! i hate it!!!!!!!!! they are being all stupid about my sis b-day.. THEY HAVE TO MAKE IT SUPER DE SUPER NICE TO MASK THE FACT THAT SHE IS TWENTY FOUR YEAR OLD WHO STILL LIVES AT HOME AND HAS NO LIFE AT ALL!!!! well f them! they don't even want me at the b-day dinner.. how f**ked up is that!? whatever like i keep saying!!! i am going to going far away!!! ...well 5 hours.. lol
 anywho.. then alissa came over which was great.. we went and got some ice cream then parked and talked for a bit..... thennnn came back to my house.. and talked more! lol it was pretty awesome hahah she is so much like me... we found LOTS of stuff to talk about haha ( ;) ;) )
all in all a pretty good day!!!! OOO YES!!! and i took some photos today...btw... it was my last sunday at blasting blenders.... *tear* AND DILLON SAID HE WOULD MISS ME!!!!! MUHAHAHHA

one crazy night...lol right

well...from where i last left off... i went to work which was fun.. although i was not working with Dillon it worked with the always.. cool Elenlor wahoo! which i would later find out is so freakin funny/crazy.. not to mention very confident! i mean you have to be to have wear your hair like that hahaha i bet you all didn't know BUT!! by 24 is when you brain has developed! hahaha and then is when you can really find your true love... hahaha AND! say your left handed.. and smart... means you use the left side of your brain..but say your like me.. right handed.. and kinda not smart.. but semi-artist then you use the right side of your brain... BUT! if your left handed.. and would like to be right.. sleep on your right side.. or if you want to use both.. sleep on your back.. but not your face.. bc you just might wake up..dead.. LOL good stuff..( to mand you won't get that) o man well after work i headed out with a few friends from work it was great fun we stayed at applebea's for like 2 1/2 hours lol missed the  movie we wanted to see but had such a great time I don't think i have laughed that hard for that long in a while hehe :D ah well it was awesome.. then we had nothing to do.. so we headed off to wal-mart...woohoo... can't find anything in lodi to do.. WAL-MART is open 24 hours haha then i became very much tired.. as i always seem to do.. so came back home and here i am :) well all in all i had a great night! and i promise i will have pics!! soon to come!

"what's the sense in waiting?"

welll!! today (yesterday) was filled with so much..joy.. eh.. not really! it started off kinda bad i woke up not feeling the greatest.. then was off to work where i feel like everyone is talking behind everyones back... bleh.. i don't like feeling like i am being talked about! but the photographers are hella cool, so that's a good thing. after work i went to dinner with jonnnn which was good...Sucked b/c i can't eat rice.. or many sugars.. and he could...(which he made a point to rub in..grr) a well it was still pretty good. then we just hung out for the rest of the night hahaha and realized.. how much he likes pizza..with all different types of toppings..rigghtt :) haha AND!! he makes funny faces!! hahaha yea..well that was my super exciting day.. but it all ended well :) as for today my first job was eh.. ok i order some pretty cute shoes online!!! then tonight i work at blasting blenders.. which should be much fun!! until then!!! :D

Another day in the life of Whitney....

Well today... It started off by going to work at 9AM!!!!! haha the little kiddies are so super cute.. But 20 of them! o lord! haha it got pretty crazy today but there was this cute little boy.. Like 9 months or so he loved me! haha I played with him like the whole time he was there... Other kids hahah they say the funniest things! haha I laugh so hard at them sometimes.. But the only icky thing is that kids=germs... bleh I used soap like every 5 mins! (haha talk about a good form of birth control... Anyone who had to deal with some of the brats we get.. Would so think twice about even THINKING about having sex!!) lol  then ran home showered.. (believe me u would want to too) thennn went to a funeral for my great aunt.. she was 101!!! But lived a good life.. I really didn't want to go.. But my parents made me...... grrr... soo like all of about 10 people showed up.. and my grandma sang... Which was not good.. But gave me a pretty good laugh, then we were off to the mobile home park where my great aunt lived for like all of her life.. It was PRETTY FREAKIN BORING!!!!!!!!!! O lord! and but of course when I have plans and want to be places.. They seem to take longer.. They kept talking about stupid stuff... But then I was off to  jons house to take a swim... it was fun haha then we just kicked back and that was great fun aswell..he is always fun(right?) haha then I came home...just in time to wash the dog.. o lucky me! I am planning a trip down to Santa Barbara for a a day or so should be a great time!! hehe well I think that's all for tonight!

My first time....

Well... This is an act of boredom.. Sadly! This is just a glorified Info haha BUT! o well!!!!! Any who I am going through a lot of exciting/scary changes!!! First to all of you who didn't hear (which means I never ever talk to you) Is that I am going to Brooks Institute of Photography!!! Its an awesome photography school in the lovely town of Santa Barbara....Just to give you a little back ground.. And to brag lol 30 out of ever 100 people interviewed get it!!! I was one of theses 30 lucky me!!! Although a huge downside to this is that I have to pay for the school&living all on my own... With NO help from my parents... (the ones I live with) I will hopefully get $100 a month from my daddy..:).. But again who knows!?!?! I am working 3 jobs!!! I just put my two weeks in at Blasting Blenders... Sadly... I love the people I work with (soon to come photo documentary on..Smoothies..The good the bad and the sticky) But yes.. As of august I will no longer work there.. BUT! I did get a job at a photography studio! They are going to cross train me to become one of there photographers.. Whoa.. I leave November 26th!!! so excited.. This will be another way for me to tell all my lovely friends of the great fun I am having in SB :) well I think this is all for today but many more of whitneys awesome adventures are soon to come! photos as well!